Is it really that tough?

Its gonna be 3 years next week.

I've got feelings that I can't explain .. even to myself ..

I dunno if its called 'not being able to get over some one' or is it just plain .. 'stuck up bitch'?!

Its not like I haven't tried .. I've tried .. a hell LOT. Yes , even 'dating' other guys. But it just didn't work.

I then realised, even if I 'date' a guy , I need to 'like' him, in order to forget the past.But that spark isn't there in me anymore.

I'm living .. I'm fine .. Its just that .. I very often feel, that there's something missing from my chest.

Not just emotionally, I've even hurt myself PHYSICALLY for him .. Yes .. I'm one of those crazy girls .. who have cut open their wrists .. drank waay too much alcohol .. in order to forget him for that ONE moment.
I've done all that.. & yet .. here I am .. writing in my blog about HIM.

Its kind of weird .. coz we are still very much .. the best of friends .. & I know, nothings' gonna happen now & he reallllyyy likes his present girl .. but somehow .. its impossible for me to get him outta my system.
He's like a drug to me .
I need him to be alive.
I know it is way tooo stupid, but it is the truth.

I found this quote online, it kind of justifies what I think ..

''It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares.''

Pretty much true, eh ?
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What IS Politics?

I often wonder what politics is all about?
Well .. I did want to know about it in detail but my mother dear did NOT let me take Politics as a major ! )= She said its a bad field.

What is the definition of politics? Or rather, what do WE think Politics is ? We think of it as something bad, something evil , something that is ruining our society.
Sadly, I think, THIS is the case in India. Not that I'm against our system .. or maybe I just am. FINE. ¬_¬

I feel .. India .. needs more of YOUTH in the system than the oldies sitting there and THINKING more than TAKING ACTIONS. I am aware of the fact that older people have more experience and blah blah blah BUT its high time that some serious stuff is done!

We don't need really rich people in politics ( it just won't help!)
We don't need really poor people in there ( well, MONEYYYY ! )
We don't need really old people there ( omg ! I am elected !!!I'm soo happy I'm
jumping !!! -3 hours later, BREAKING NEWS- ''Mantriji ki sadme ki wajah se maut!'' ~~END OF STORY~~)

We don't need really young people ( They'll prolly start KILLING the corrupt
minsters! Not that its a bad idea or something but the death toll would just increase! )

We don't need really religious/holy people ( well .. break the mosque, make a temple! break the temple, make a church! , break the church, make a gurudwara and again and again ! *phew*)


We don't need really famous celebs ( we're voting for a government and not
any movie awards ! )

All we need is COMMON people. People who can understand other people. People who won't stand in elections to get famous or to attain fame but people who really want to do something for their country. People who still love their country.
We need people ..
who believe that HUMANITY comes before any other religion.

Where are these people ??
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Woops !

Omg ! Its been a lifetime since I updated this one ! I don't promise... but yes ... I will try my best .. to keep it as much updated as possible .. mind you .. I might get a bit annoying at times ! [ ;

ART OF LIVING REUNIOUN..!

Call it stupidity or whatever...
My YES group was dying to meet Vanya..(our teacher) since ages..! Its been like more than two years, we met her..!
We finally met on 6th December, Saturday..and WHOAA..! What an amazing time..! We relived those 6 days we spent together ...! They seemed to be like in a different lifetime all together..! ='(

Priya, Sagnik, Aditya, Clive, Ana, Priyanka, Virangi were missing..!

It couldn't all be the same but still we tried...and I guess we did succeed..! 6 of us, including Vanya, after the course, ended up at Pizza Hut..! =D

Some memories do last forever...<3>

Yeah baby...its fun time again..! What am I talking about?
Well..ya...ok..I'll tell ya.....!
Well...I'm downloading OLD TRACKS...!

not very very old waale...
No...Not Kishore Kumar n Mohd. Rafi..(I have the entire collection of theirs!:P)

I'm talking about my favorite era of Music...from the '90's to the early 2000..! Man..what amazing songs were made during those years..people don't make that kind of music anymore..! :(

Well..I just downloaded Sterio Nation's first album..! :D :D
N next is Bally Sagoo's 'Ever Green' remixes of of "aapki nazron ne samjha" and "Noorie"..!!!
<3...


Baaki next time..! *muuwaahzz...!*

my life-my friends

I've come across many people in life....I love a few....n detest somes presence! :P
Well...
lemme tell u about these 7 people...who are my life.
If anyone asked me to define FRIENDS, this is how I would do it-
F-unny NIGEL
R-ondoo MOHSIN
I-diotic HARRY
E-nthusiastic AZU
N-autanki CHINNU
D-umbo DANI
S-leepy JIGAR

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Yes....this is what FRIENDS mean in my dictionary! =)

These 7 people are my life support system!

I often say this to Mohsin, "I've got 7 bf's...mere se zyaada khushnaseeb aur kaunsi ladki hogi? n' I don't even have to feel guilty about giving any of them ny 'DHOKHA'!

Jealous of me?=p

*touchwood to our friendship*

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I was watching 'Jab We Met', and its after that I ended up thinking on this thing.


There are 2 kinds of people!
Which kind does the WORLD prefer? The ADITYA kind or the GEET kind?

I think majority is the ADITYA KASHYAP type!
Reason?
Well, its very simple!
So many people in this world are the ADI type..
as in...
sulking over their problems,crying every now and then,complaining that life is unfair to them...blah blah blah...
their list just goooooeeesss on!!


While people like GEET are called mental retards cause they know how to face a difficulty with a smile?Whys so?
Why cna't people digest that THERE ARE PEOPLE who can take in problems without a line of frown on their faces?! Jealous eh?
Keep wondering how people manage to that...
It takes sheer courage and inner strength to hide your trouble from the world and the same time take keen interest in the problems of others! :)

Good bbye for now!
Happy Thinking!